Dedicated to Ade

As i write this, tears are in my eyes.

Ade to me was more than just a friend. He was more than someone who asked for my help from time to time. He was more than someone who i could talk to.....

I met Ade through his son, JP a long time ago. Immediately, our friendship was formed. Ade and Elaine became an important part of my life, helping me through difficult times, and always being there. Ade openly told me on many occasions i was like a son to him. I lost my father through cancer, but if i could of chosen another, it would have been Ade.

I know i am going to miss him immensely, and really appreciate Elaine and JP letting me be with him during his last moments.

Elaine and JP, as you were there for me, I will Always be here for you.

God Bless you Ade

i didn't know Ade but i wish to send my condolences.and to wish his partner well in this her time of bereavement xxx

I was sitting in silence for a long time before I could say anything, the tears just kept falling and each word that was coming to my mind did not seem enough, did not seem to have the strength and a meaning to explain the things I wanted to say. My heart goes out to dear Elaine and JP, Magic and Chewy and to everyone in here. It is a terrible loss, but Ade will always stay with us and he will live on through every little moment, we will remind of all the words and deeds he shared with us, we will learn to smile again because he will send us all the smiles from Heaven... Even now I was able to smile through the tears because I am sure that this is what Ade would wish from anyone of us. If there would be only one word that I could use to describe Ade, it would be The Light. He was the brightest, the kindest and the most loving person I have ever met in my life. Even though we have never met, Ade always stood out from the rest and it was not possible to explain it back then and it is not possible to explain it now. There was something about him that would make you feel safe and at peace, you could always tell him how you felt and you just felt that he is there for you.

Ade was the one who made me feel sure, calm and confident about my music. He gave me the faith in my music and it was one of the happiest moments in my life. Even not the words he said, but the way HOW he wrote it to me... He will be greatly missed and he will live on in every sound, in every little detail of our lives, he will always be there as he has always been there for all of us.

I am feeling lost for words and it is hard to say anything at all now, so I decided to put it in a poem that came to my heart.

You are not gone, you are in every little step we take,
You are not gone, you are there with us at the time we wake,
You taught us to be strong, we will be the way you have asked us to -
Never doing wrong, always staying ourselves and always being true.
You are not gone, as our hearts are beating in your heart
You are not gone, you are only being above us with dear God
You taught us all to smile and we shall wash away the tears of pain,
Yes, it takes time and it does take a while, but one day we will meet again.
You are not gone, you are in every sound that we feel and hear
You are not gone, and all your music will live on, reflecting in a crystal tear
You taught us to hold on when times were frightening and life was hard
Your spirit will live on... Our dear Ade, you will always be there in our hearts...

With all the love, care and the prayers,

Rasmus and my mamma.

He walked into my life and left a footprint in my heart, I will surely miss him

My thoughts and prayers are with you Elaine, JP, Magzs and Chewy

Heavens Gain

our deepest sympathy to elaine and j.p. at this sad time,our thoughts and prayers are with you and if you need anything let us know

r.i.p

sorry to hear hes passed away,the best thing u can do is stay strong and help each other thru this,n remember the good times,the impact he had on many ppls lives,how important he was to so many people.condolences to elaine and jp

I am saddened at our loss of Ade, such a wonderful person, who always wanted his kiss in main chat. I am very honoured to have met such a wonderful, caring person. I would like to dedicate the following words to Ade, he recently told me he had found a song that he knew i would love and he was so right.
My Thoughts are with Elaine And Family,
God Bless Ade, Always In Our Hearts N Thoughts

A second, a minute, an hour, a day and its gone
Little by little it fritters away try as you may you can never replace it
A moment of beauty you stumble upon,
As long as you treasure whatever it is, whatever it is could never be wasted

So if we all turn to dust
Better to've loved and lost
Cos everything has a cost

So if you're gonna spend time
Spend it upon me
Spend it up on me
Just give me your time
I don't want your money

I'd crawl then I'd walk then I'd run but then I'd stumble and fall
Somewhere between the love and the lust
I tried my best I was maladjusted
And I'm not saying that I know it all
Maybe I'm a little more self-aware
Still get scared but I've learned to trust it

So when it comes to us
I've weighed up all the odds
I bet that this is love

So if you're gonna spend time
Spend it upon me
Spend it up on me
Just give me your time
Don't take it from me

I know hard it is
Getting it right
At a time like this
So you'd better believe
Believe
How right it could be

So if you're gonna spend time
Spend it upon me
Spend it up on me
Just give me your time
I don't want your money

From Sexy And Family

although i never met you, you was one in a million n will be sadly missed. r.i.p. ade godbless. gone but never forgotten in our hearts. thoughts n prayers for elaine and family, magz n chewy xxxxxx

I can remember how I felt yesterday in the morning. Mamma was yelling at me and telling me to calm down because I kept crying for all the time and I could not understand what was going on. My heart would skip a beat from every sound and I did not want to stay alone in my room. Mamma had to go to the airport to meet her old friend, but I have asked her to stay with me. I gave her a big hug and did not want to let her go. She kept asking me if something has happened and why am I not telling her. I did not know what to do and I kept praying for all the time. Then closer to the late evening I was allowed to go on-line and so I have finally sent a little message to our dear Chewy (Tracey). Then I have heard back from her and I remember the way how I ran down the lines until I have read about Ade... I swallowed all hard and my feet felt numb. I would have fallen if I was up on my feet. My head was ready to explode and the shock and the fear were so big that I have almost shouted... Now I am starting to realize of how much strength and inner energy Tracey and Magic had to find to write back and to tell me what has happened and how much hard and how much painful it was for both of them to talk back to me in PM. It was the first thought that came up to my head when I woke up. I had about two hours of sleep because I just kept crying and thinking for all the time...

I spoke to mamma about it and she kept crying a lot too and told me that Ade is in Heaven now and that he is always watching us all now from above. I have asked her why God is allowing things like that to happen and she told me that she just does not know... The days I've spent with Ade on-line were one of the happiest days for me. When he spoke to me I felt like I had another pappa that would always listen to me and would talk to me and share so much care and love. Even few words were enough to let one see and feel how Ade felt this life and the things he was living for. He was, he is and he will always remain the best example of what a true friend, pappa and a person should be. My heart goes out to Elaine, JP and all the family, to Magic and Chewy and to all the people at the Hunting Ground and the ones from the other networks.
I want to give you all a very big hug, all of my strength and all of my love. I am keeping all of you in my prayers and in my heart. You all mean so much to me... God bless all of you and I wish I could take away at least a bit of all the pain and grief you are going through now. We all have to be as tight and together as we have never been before.
United we stand, divided we fall... as it goes in a song. Take a very good care everyone, be there for each other and take all of my strength and love. Hold on to me, please, and remember that I am always there for all of you.

With all my love,

Your always loving Rasmus.