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At the very start of my blog I want to give my thanks to everyone in here for being my family and for being there for me. I want go give my thanks to dear Magic for creating this wonderful web site, for the radio and all the requests that he has been allowing us all to do, for being the best DJ in a whole world, for all the hard work done to keep everything up and running so well. I wanted to give my thanks to dear Chewy for her beautiful letters and for all the love and care she has given me, for ...

well so far this week i haven't been to bad, kids have been doing well in school working really hard on their pantomimes as well.

my youngest hasn't been too good and has a very sore throat so she's off to docs tonight, went to my eldest daughter's pantomime was about jack frost and it was great ended up going to both performances lol.

my youngest daughter's pantomime was Cinderella and she was one of the fairies this year which was great as she has never had a part ...

The last few days have been extremely difficult because I had to stay in bed for all the time and keep as quiet and calm as possible. But it is very hard for me to stay in bed when I am feeling sad and frightened. There was a feeling that would not let me breathe and it was a feeling of so many things undone. Mamma would often tell me to stop taking care of things that I can not bring back or change and I never listened. Now there is no one to tell me this, but her words always come up in my head. ...

The last few weeks haven't been to bad, they haven't been great but have been manageable to deal with.

i haven't been feeling brilliant again if it hasn't been one thing then it's been another, keep coming down with anything and everything at the moment which doesn't help things either.

The kids are now starting to look forward to christmas now that all the lights have gone up in town and the christmas tree.

i am doing fine at college starting to sit ...

I was finally allowed to get up and I decided to add a little bit of everything to my blog. I am still feeling weak and dizzy, but very glad to be back home and over the first half of my tests. Some of them were really painful today and I have to see the doctor tomorrow as well. This morning I had to get up at 7am and I didn't really get much sleep, if only an hour of staying in bed. I've been too stressed because I would have to see my pappa who was away for a long time. I was staying with pappa's ...