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Well basically i had just turned 30 years old and went out for my bday with my m8s like everyone does had a few drinks etc, and after a good night out came home got into bed and went to sleep.

Well whilst i was sleeping i had a dream that i had found a lump which woke me up, i actually had my hand "crude like this may sound but true" on my right breast and there it was, a lump the size of an egg so i panicked a little but then thought ahh its just ...

But that was good for me meant I wouldn’t have to face dad and get a hiding
Nana was disappointed in me, granddad wasn’t on this planet he was in that much pain and drugged up he couldn’t even feed himself.

I was put into a children’s home other side of Leeds. , mixed, girls and boys around 12 boys and 12 girls…had 40 fags with me but they were took off me and I was told that smokers were allowed 5 a day

The only contact we could have with parents were with ...

Well firstly i will say that ive never done this before so i have no idea where to start i guess i will start from the beginning as that makes abit more sense.

So here goes.....

About me well i'm 33, some people i know say i will never grow up well this is true, i dont want to grow up grow old perhaps grow up never, always making people smile and happy but also blocking out my own feeling's on life in general or what's happened to me.
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Well locked up in that cell with 2 other guys I didn’t know was daunting .went to sleep fully dressed that 1st night ,as I had heard stories about what happened to young boys in jail;
Was a case of stand up to the bullies or you would become week and they would prey on you, you all seen the movies, it really is like that in some prisons.

The authorities were asking me loads of questions, where I was from, which schools I attended, as I was in prison under an alias I dint have ...

That weekend in brighton wasn’t what we had expected .got kicked out of the police cells Monday morning ,with nothing but the clothes on our backs ,headed for the motorways and the bright lights of London again


Night time when we got there ended up being dropped off in fleet street.
Newspaper buildings all over the joint, we were tired wet hungry . we were walking along fleet street and next thing I new a car was coming towards me .door flung open .come on get in shouted ...