prince mio

My dear family! *hugs and kisses all of you tight*

It is the moment I waited for so long and it brings the tears to my eyes as I am thinking of how long it has been since the last time I could post here or talk to anyone of you. So much has happened, so much has changed, but the love you gave me remains the same, your care and faith in me allowed me to fight and be strong. It's been the days and months full of the dark and the fear, trying to see how to live and how to cope with the things I knew and the things I have felt. I know that I have won a lot by now and the very fact that I am sitting here speaks for it... *blushes*

I want to thank you all for keeping my account and for remembering me. I want to thank to Elaine for talking to my pappa and to Chewy and Magic... Magic, I want to give you a big hug, my friend, and I want you to know that my heart goes out to you and to all your family. I want to thank you for keeping Hunting Ground or now Chat and Play alive, for keeping the fires burning, as the say. I must tell you from the bottom of my heart that I have not met anyone like you before and you were the person that gave me the strength to fight, you were the one that helped me to pull out from the fear. I know that thee is still so much to be done... *hugs you tight*

I am not sure what my pappa or little Lexi have told in here about me, so I shall leave it for the next post or the next time I am here. As I found out, there were rumors online that I ran away from pappa and there were people even stating that I am dead, but I did not run away and I'm alive. I have a lot to tell as I have learnt a lot. And I know that I would not be here without help from the most caring and beautiful person - Lex. This heart of gold was with me in every beat and when my pappa was in despair about me and the doctors were leaving very little hope, he was keeping the faith. Even when the sudden death of his pappa struck him, he kept it in secret from me and didn't show a sign of what has happened just to let me be strong and my heart to recover. I know that his contribution to my being here is priceless just as the thoughts and prayers of all of you. *hugs*

The tears are filling my eyes and I believe that I'll leave this post as it is now. I love you all and you are the best friends and a true loving family. God bless you all and thank you from the bottom of my heart!!!

*hugs and kisses*

With all the love,

Rasmus