prince mio

I wish there was a single word that would bring peace, calm and safety to everyone, something that would stop all the fighting, jealousy, the insults that are still not forgiven and the questions not yet answered. So much has been happening around me and there were times when I wished someone would stop this world from spinning too fast. I felt like crying, but could not cry, wanted to shout, but could not say a word. It was hurting way too much and I could not say a single word for some time. Strange life… Sometimes you have to push yourself to let the words go and it can be quite a challenge to do. It is like stepping over something again and again. I have been trying to find a place where I could stand. But each time something or someone tried to push me away. I often felt like I do not belong anywhere at all. I think that I need to rest, to have at least one day without having to be afraid. I am always trying to smile though, no matter what takes place in my life! Still holding on, still keeping on strong. I want to ask you to love each other and to take care of each other and to forgive the ones not yet forgiven. We may not forget, but we can always forgive and make the anger a little bit less or completely gone. Life is too short to waste it for something like that. It does nobody any good.

My mamma and pappa are always fighting and can not forgive each other and always want to be at the top of the mountain. But you do not have to be at the top of the mountain, but you have to be with love in your heart and there is nothing higher and greater than love is. And it does not ask for ranks and places. It only lets you be and live. I wish so much that I could do something to make them feel better, but always fail. I want to ask you all to pray for my mamma and for my pappa too. I love you all very much and give you all of my strength. Hold on to me always and remember that you are always in my heart. Lots of hugs and kisses for all of you,

Rasmus.