prince mio

"The Real"

Today I was told that I am a fake
Today I was told that I am not real,
Behind the back, in hiding, in one take,
Without shame to wear a veil or seal.
Today I was told that I'm acting not pretty
Today I was told that I am simulator,
Who says he is ill just to call someone's pitty
And runs outside just few hours later.

I wish they never had it the way I have it here
I wish they never feel all the pain I have inside
I wish they never loose all what I have lost in me
I wish it was not true... all things I have to fight.

Today I was told that I am just an image
Today I was told that I can not be me
If your heart can't feel and can't trust someone even
I just never thought you need eyes just to see.
The eyeballs, the eyelids, reflecting the fear
Of what you have inside, not trusting no one
Afraid of a hug, hate to have someone near,
Have you not learnt to live? Life soon will be gone.

I wish they could see without having to touch
I wish they could treasure and just think of that
Out of times that they knew me, be it little or much
Have I betrayed them or have I acted bad?

I can feel how they doubt, why should I care?
I can feel how they whisper, so just let it be!
If I am a cloth that they just can not wear
I do not sell eyeballs, so they just learn to see.
If I would just swear and act what they expect
It would make me go from their tongues and their minds,
But since I am something that they just can not get,
It makes them confused and scared inside.

What makes one fake or makes one real?
Aren't we all just feeling the same?
Finding your voice, finding the real,
But ending with guilt and feeling ashamed,
For they can not accept you as you do not fit
For the standard is narrow and you won't fit in
Yeah right, what can you expect from some stupid kid
If there is fake sitting behind the screen?

The fake that may cry, but never surrender
The fake that has one certain age, gender
The fake that can hope, dream and can feel
Good luck in a hunting for finding the real...