Here comes another little update. I was going to do it much earlier, but there was a power outage and I could not be on-line. It's been like that since last night and it frightened me a lot because I was not feeling well and had to throw up for all the time which meant that I had to go to the bathroom. Pappa was asleep and I didn't want to wake him up. He had a difficult day and lots of work. I was supposed to see the doctor this morning, but as I have mentioned it in my previous entry, - it did ...
I know I have been quiet lately and did not talk much at all. At times I could not, was afraid of being on-line due to the threats I have received over the couple of weeks and sometimes simply not allowed to get up. I felt myself trapped in a circle of thoughts and feelings and did not know what to feel, how to get over all the things that have been troubling me. I was getting frightened, disappointed, betrayed, was falling down, but each time getting up again and again, finding a new way to walk, ...
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