Crazyeyes

Been feeling abit down recently, not sure why although I am trying to put on a happy face, in myself deep down I'm kinda feeling really low, with no hair and very little left on my eyebrows, and hardly any eyelashes, with my eye's feeling sore and tired, I think with all this, it get's to a stage where you have had enough, I am lucky I have my last chemo on tuesday so this I am glad off, and hopefully I will start to pick myself up again, feel tearful too, why I have no idea, well I say that of course it's to do with the chemo.

But I shouldn't be sad I have found my big brother which has made my life complete again, I was just looking at a photo of him and me together, and oh my god don't we look alike, I haven't really payed much attention to it, but have had a better look now and omg lol, oh apart from I'm the better looking one of course lol.

So I was wondering how do you pick yourself up when your feeling low, lonely and down, I guess the only way to do it, is to remember how lucky you are, to be alive to have food and drink daily and also to have family and friend's around you that never judge, and love you for who you are, and as people say if you need to cry then cry, it's better to let thing's out than bottle them up.

xxx