Crazyeyes

Well I can honestly say it feel's kind off weird not going upto the hospital every three week's, but also good too.
My hair is starting to come back although at the moment it look's like a prickly hedgehog lol, although it's not that long yet it's getting there slowly.
This time it has knocked my confidence so much unlike the first time I had it, I didn't really care what people thought about my lack off hair, this time I seem to be abit more paranoid and self consious off what people think, you know sometime's you just wish instead off them staring at you, you want them just to come upto you and ask what is or has been wrong with you, I think that way it would be alot nicer and also easier to cope with, people say it's hard to go through the chemo, dont get me wrong it is, but what I found harder is the constant staring and looking and smirking, giggling children pointing at you like your some kind of a monster.

This really hurt's you and if you let it, it could do you some damage inside, but I try not to let it get to me, I know my hair is coming back, and once it's back I will look like everyone else, and noone will even notice that I have been ill at all.

Christopher is getting alot better now, he had a thing that he was going through where he was worried about little things, I think this might off been down to me being ill, he is trying new food's I think that's down to bro n soon to be sis in law, and he can now ride a bike so thanks guy's it's so much easier for the school run now and alot cheaper too.

Although I do have to fix his tyre lol I have tried ohh chewy you made it look so easy lol, plus jessica has yet again got a flat tyre...perhaps a new bike is now needed for xmas lol...