Crazyeyes

Hi everyone just thought I would write some more about how I'm feeling at the moment.

Well I am feeling rather good really although sometime's I do feel down, be glad when my hair come's back, and I'm back to normal again, well normal I will never be, in a way I am glad that I was able to have a reconstruction, but other time's I think was it a good idea? I know it was but it never feel's like the breast's are your's if that make's any sense.
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Well I can honestly say it feel's kind off weird not going upto the hospital every three week's, but also good too.
My hair is starting to come back although at the moment it look's like a prickly hedgehog lol, although it's not that long yet it's getting there slowly.
This time it has knocked my confidence so much unlike the first time I had it, I didn't really care what people thought about my lack off hair, this time I seem to be abit more ...

Well this will be the final part of my blog, I have now finished the chemo, just have to wait for my hair to all grow back now.

I am feeling really good in myself although I am still feeling tired alot at the moment and all I want to do is sleep, they say this is normal and all part off the chemo coming out off my body.

Since having radiothearapy 2 years ago it has effected my hearing, and now I have a constant buzzing noise in both off my ears, nothing the doctor's can ...

Been feeling abit down recently, not sure why although I am trying to put on a happy face, in myself deep down I'm kinda feeling really low, with no hair and very little left on my eyebrows, and hardly any eyelashes, with my eye's feeling sore and tired, I think with all this, it get's to a stage where you have had enough, I am lucky I have my last chemo on tuesday so this I am glad off, and hopefully I will start to pick myself up again, feel tearful too, why I have no idea, well I say that of ...

Another day although this year is getting better all the time,
I have met a wonderful man who I love with all my heart, I have found and met my brother who's as crazy as me, and so is chewy lol, and I only have one more chemo to go, which I can't wait to have finished.

So all in all it look's like a great year.
Although last week was a tough week for me, I had the chemo on the tuesday what a boring day.

And then got told I had to have a blood transfusion ...