Firstly
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on 22-11-09 at 04:10 PM (93 Views)
Before I go on .. I just want you to know a few things.
Because I am on a journey with God, doesn't mean I am different, I'm still the same person, with a few changes taking place in my morals and beliefs and to be honest those things have nothing to do with anyone apart from me.
We all change and grow throughout our lives, we are constantly learning ... I'm no different.
The only thing is .. until now, I've been too scared to be the real me, only because I didn't understand alot of things.
I've held back on lots of my own personal opinions because I don't want people to hate or judge me - but that's human nature and something I can't change.
But I can change me for the better :)
No .. I don't have all the answers and I don't profess to have them all, but I am happy with who I really am. Are you?
Do you know something? I feel a complete failure, a disaster zone, there are many things going on in my private life that you have no idea about. I judge myself harshly, and live with decisions I've made throughout my life and that's hard.




