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But that was good for me meant I wouldn’t have to face dad and get a hiding
Nana was disappointed in me, granddad wasn’t on this planet he was in that much pain and drugged up he couldn’t even feed himself.

I was put into a children’s home other side of Leeds. , mixed, girls and boys around 12 boys and 12 girls…had 40 fags with me but they were took off me and I was told that smokers were allowed 5 a day

The only contact we could have with parents were with telephones and hourly visits on a weekend
Mum never even tried to come see me and when pops came all he wanted to know was why I had done it in the first place….run away he meant

Well I tried to tell him and he just couldn’t see what he’d done wrong ok I might not have been 100% yes sir no sir , but how tight must you be not to let you hang around with your m8s ,play football, play rugby
ECT ECT…cos thinking about it that’s y I ran away from home I wasn’t allowed to be a kid
The 6 weeks passed and I was returned to court were I was given 2 years probation and mam and dad were asked if they wanted me home…they did

Don’t think anybody was pleased to see me lol id been away 9 months so theyd not had to put up with me and there was resentment from my brothers and sisters ,everytime mum n dad was out they would try ganging up on me by asking questions ,telling me to fook off back to were id been as I didn’t want to be with them. Stuff like that , the more they said the more I swore the 1st chance I got id be off again

By now it was bonfire night and the topic of wot do I want for my 16th birthday came up
Seeing as I had only been home a few weeks I tried it on
I asked for a motorbike
Was sat round the bonfire dad said come here so I went over to were he was stood ,he looked at me and punched me in the face , who do u think u are asking for a motorbike he said. Mum jumped between us as I was ready to hit him back I wasn’t gonna put up with it anymore.
Mum got me a motorbike for my 16th birthday not the 1 I wanted the 1 pops wanted
He said it was a better bike,#

And I was biding my time wasn’t I no1 wanted me there I got myself a job. Apprentice carpenter and was riding to work on my motorbike ,thinking I was cool and being cocky with every1 .cockyness was soon knocked out of me 1 day ,when I went for my bike . all the lights were broken ,tank was dented and no 1 new who had done it

I was fuming so , I didn’t go home from work dad was gonna do his nut wasn’t he
He did he came looking for me and found me , kicked me all the way home ,not cos of the state ov the bike ,that was bad enuff ,but cos id left work without telling any1 and theyd rung him at home asking if I was ok
The bike was locked in the coal shed and I was told id have to pay for it myself now
I couldn’t be trusted ect ect and was left overnight
Had to walk to work now lololol then do 8 hours graft ,and the lads at work were all sniggering at me and taking the piss , I d get them back lol you see if I didn’t