It's Sunday and Magic had to go to get the cat's some food .. he came back with the cat food and a new hard drive ... hmm cat's will find that hard to eat :) He does need the hard drive though he has so much music and needs to sort it all out so I guess he's gonna be busy for the next week or two hehehe William is watching Madagasca at the moment, dancing around to I like to move it move it - lol he even wiggles his bum like Magz (Magz is what I call Magic btw). ...
There is no greater feeling in a world than coming back home to the ones you love and miss. My life felt incomplete and empty for all the time I was unable to be here with you. It seemed to me that a piece of my heart kept missing and I could not keep things right. I want to thank you all for all of your support, for all of your letters and the pictures, all of your care, for not forgetting me and for being the very best family to me. Thank you for being there in my heart and for giving me so much ...
I wish there was a single word that would bring peace, calm and safety to everyone, something that would stop all the fighting, jealousy, the insults that are still not forgiven and the questions not yet answered. So much has been happening around me and there were times when I wished someone would stop this world from spinning too fast. I felt like crying, but could not cry, wanted to shout, but could not say a word. It was hurting way too much and I could not say a single word for some time. Strange ...
It is getting colder and the days are turning dark and windy. I can barely catch up with everything that is taking place. It would be great if I could focus on at least 2-3 things at a time, but everything keeps swallowing me. I could not talk and I could not write. Something felt stuck inside... Everything I considered as right and good appeared to be unnecessary and unwanted. I would try to give a part of my heart to those I cared for, but would receive a punch back right into my face. It is like ...
I want to thank you all for your support and care, for all of your letters and the kind words. I am sorry for being so much down these days, but I'm just trying to keep as quiet as possible and to keep my mouth shut about what's going on at least before things get better. I remember how I was told once by one of mamma's friends that people will not care for your troubles and those who do will not ask you anything and just will be there for you. Sometimes you just can not speak of things because ...
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